Back at it

Well, I am getting ready to go back at it. Starting next week I will be doing the LA thing taping shows.  Excited to get back to work.  I am so fortunate to enjoy what I do so much.  A creative and interesting gig that I am so happy to have.

That bears saying every once in a while.  Keeps me on point.

This is going to be my look for the next few weeks because I am trying to grow my hair out and I can’t do anything with it.

I played tennis for the first time in almost three weeks today.  I had forgotten, not only how much I enjoyed it, but how relaxing it was.  My coach and I were talking about how nice it is to have this one thing we do that relies totally on us and has objective standards.  You know, either the ball is in or it isn’t.  Either it made it over the net or it didn’t.

When I watch the ball all of the way into the racket I hit a better shot.  That is all up to me.  Either I played well that day or I didn’t and there is no guessing.

I like that.  You don’t get that kind of clean stuff a lot, you know?  Things that rely just on you and not a whole lot of other people.  No subjective opinions about what you have produced.  Just a good outcome for a good days work.  If you get beat you get beat because the other guy played better.  No third parties involved.  CLEAN.

I did play okay by the way.  Pain free is a helpful state of being.  The three weeks off gave me a chance to heal.  (I had the ridiculous nerve pinch thing going on)  It had been going on so long it seemed normal. I just thought I was moving slower and not as well – but, as it turns out, I was hurting.

I was all over the court today, chasing that ball like I was a Labrador Retriever.

Boomy is trying to kill a sister too.  Nothing outrageous.  Just walking me into a slow crazy with a lot of Knicky-Knack behavior.  This too, I suppose, shall pass.

But in the mean time in between time: Back to work!!  Color me happy!  I am a lucky woman.

Peace.

It's Blogger's Choice Friday

So what’s up?

Me, Younger When I Had More Energy

First of all I appreciate all of you and the “we support you no matter what” attitude.  You guys are wonderful.

TIP – hello. What a heartfelt post! I hope things get better for you soon. I suppose I don’t know what and who gets something out of what I do.  (and you were right my announcement was rather abrupt – I should have thought that through a bit more)  I had been thinking about it for a while but I hadn’t shared.

ANYHOW

While I still haven’t found my voice I figured I still have enough brain cells left to answer questions and since this is Thursday I might as well do Ask Me Thursday  at least one more time.  Same rules apply.

No legal questions

Can’t answer them all

Will do the best I can with the ones I feel I have a good response to.

What to Do?

I have been blogging for two years, almost everyday.  Sometimes I have had some things of value to say.  Opinions on relationships or such, answers to questions I habve been asked.

Most of my blogs though have been about me.  Whatever craziness is going on (either in my house or in my head).  I like to make fun of myself and my family – keeps me from taking things too seriously and it hopefully gives you guys a giggle.

I have made friends here: my OCMs and those who have come later.  Love that you guys have built a community here.

Here’s my problem.

It seems the words aren’t there anymore.  I am sure you guys have noticed it. Missed days.  Shorter blogs and less comments as a result.

I am not doing this well anymore.  I don’t like to do anything half way and that it seems has become the norm instead of the exception.

I have spread myself too thin I think.  I would rather have done something well for  a while and end it than start doing it poorly.

I haven’t made that decision yet but I am starting to lean that way.

I’ll still be on Facebook and maybe after a while I will find my voice again.  I know it is just a silly blog but I feel terrible, like I have not made good on a promise.  But I don’t know what else to do.  I am being pulled in so many different directions now . . .

This isn’t the end but I am taking a break.  For how long I do not know.  I would reiterate how much I have enjoyed you guys but I put it all in my holiday letter.  That was heart felt.  It really was.

Peace, people.

Seriously

I have felt better.  Was bragging to E last night that I was only going to get a light touch of whatever they had because I was handling my business.

I won’t do that agin

I hurt all over.

PJ thanks for answer so many questions yesterday.  Was going to add my two cents this  morning but it appears I don’t have any change left on me at all.

You guys have a good day